tiLdeN’S Blogging Experience

29 november 2005, i step into the office and i really missed it so much, my pink IC ?? the few weeks towards this day was very tough.. the vehicle incident which made me pay a very huge price has been hunting me ever since that faithful day.. a lie which i can never wash off my name, the impact which have permanently stayed within my memories… i was silly, i was foolish, i was inmatured… had GOD not shown grace to me, i would have been punished worst off than a mere fine and repair costs… i have realised that in the darkest moment of my life, i only heard one voice, my mother, who was always there for… maybe my friends too, but i choose not to tell them as not to worry them, especially that somebody who is so far away in the land of the kangaroos and koala bears.. i should be happy that all this have finally come to an end, or have it really end ??

recently, on 3 december, i went to huiling’s son 1 year old bday party… her son was so adorable. it was great meeting up with guangwei and theresa, mich and bf, eeteng, shaojun as well as zonghan and partner… hee… seems like everybody is doing well, either in ntu or nus studying, completed private degree. well.. as for me, my journey begins next year… will definitely miss my family when iam out of singapore and off course my old old npcc friends…

hmm… this week have been kinda interesting, buying of xmas present (notice its singular.. bcos i only bought one so far…haha), accessories for my new erm erm… viao laptop.. haha… catch some movie, meet up with army friends, meet up with attachment colleague on friday, meeting bingyi on friday too, going to selin’s chalet on saturday and uncle pat’s house blessing on sunday… wow… iam ecstatic over it… haha…

knowing that i will be flying off next year, does make me miss you guys, shanhe, weechong, selin, mingjie, shirong and weida… have to spell out of ya names to show my sincerity eh.. haha… oh as well as one more guy.. he’s been through ups and down with me during our period in 4SIR, mr jun wei.. hehe… had to use the ‘mr’, cause we are now ORD personnel.. hehe.. we could have so easily skip training for the past 6 months with our medical conditions.. but silly as we are, we decided to keep aside our letters and fight it out till the end.. and thats why our section is the best, because we form a great pair to lead our men… ”with pride we lead… eagles all the way…” i will always remember all our outings.. the trips to sentosa which we end up winning the top prize, best volleyball team !! hehe… all out bdays celebrations, at cineleisure(juwei), at soul garden(jiewei), at marche and party world(jiangliang), at carribean(mine), at chevron bowling alley(andy), in camp on HJ bed(hanjye), in camp again(hockie)… all the honours we achieved, captain ball-1st, soccer-1st, basketball-1st, cobra challenge dream team representative, battalion fittest man, battalion best marksman(300m rundown ATP 39/40).. sorry just had to mention the score, battalion best specialist, i think most ippt GOLD in first yr too eh ?? well… iam getting naggy… better stop here…

may GOD bless you all…

tilden

two more days to naitonal day, one more week before i fly to taiwan for training !! OOps.. iam not suppose to disclose where iam going right ?? haha… recently i have seen so many girls so uncertain about relationship… the first being uncertain of her future with her boyfriend and the second unsure if she sure accept this guy !! hmm… so what does it take to make a relationship work ?? commitment, sincerity, excitment or just a word love ?? so guys dream of the most romantic guy and when they finally meet one, they think its not practical. i can never find the right formula to a girls’ need, perhaps that why iam still very much single and expected to remain that way for quite some time !! haha… my perception have always been simple, love her with all your heart and give her the best you can give, surprise her with all the trick you got. listen to her and not just pretend to listen… somehow that doesnt work so guys out there, dont use this formula… haha…

okie back to some army stuff… going off soon, pretty exciting yet afraid… oh yah, anybody want any presents do msg me earlier before i fly or else you will not be in my list.. hahaha… anyway, for the RandR thing, iam going to roam round taiwan and eat all da interesting food i can find… provided my money doesnt run out first… hee…

sleepy liao… continue this some other day… god bless u guys !!!

my name is tilden, pepz usually call me by that but the lazy ones might end up calling me ’til’… it has been a good 23 years that i lived so far, meeting people, studying, playing basketball, my npcc days, accountancy society days and my army days. i come from a humble back-ground, living in those typical hdb flats like everyone. studied in a primary school named ‘dazhong’, followed by ‘teck whye secondary’ and pit stop at ngee ann poly taking accountancy before i enlist in army… hmm… 30 september 2003 ?? yup, that should be it if my memory doesnt fail me. secondary school days have been the best by far, running during sports day, basketball training on sundays, npcc training on saturdays… well, didnt really have much of a time for a breather. hmm… talking bout npcc… would always remember this girl from st theresa convent who i met during a camp on 26-28th march 1998. she wore some colour braces that i somehow couldnt forget. anyway, the camp ended and that was the last i seen of her. guess it would only take a miracle to have a chance to see her again. oh yeah, the date was kinda hard to forget cos the first day was my birthday ?? hahaha…  my english teacher then, mr lu gave me a cake before i left for the camp… *how sweet ah…* hee…. i have been in love three times. the first lasted about a year or so, she was nice, i am lousy so it ended. the second ended with both of us being better friends than couples. the third, i would say the girl that touch my heart the deepest. she’s beautiful, smart, someone i could have fallen in love forever with. maybe iam just not worthy of her, i have neither looks, intelligence, money, just a heart to love her whole-heartedly. i would have done anything to get her back, but even the loveliest of blue tulips, the sweetest of poems, a candle of hearts and a geniune tear to tell her her how much i love was unable to melt that frozen heart of hers… i would have been happy to see her with the guy she love but it hurts so much inside yet i can do nothing to ease the pain… hmm… guess that should be a good start to my bloggy so will carry on next time…